polyamory and cheapskates
i’ve watched two documentaries on polyamory and a few episodes of extreme cheapskates today. how these two go together i have no fucking clue, it just fascinates me. also, i’ve been knows as a walking paradox before, so it’s fine.
the polyamory subject, in my opinion, starts to be more and more brought into question lately. no, not in my life. unfortunately i am a selfish bitch and i would cut off the viking’s penis if he wanted to get it on with someone else while i was around. and i have pretty specific taste in guys, guys who actually don’t exist, only perhaps in tv shows and movies, and of course mike patton who is god and therefore not gonna happen. so that’s that.
i do know a lot of couples though that are interested in this kind of stuff. these people are never open about it, like they would talk about it when we’re out drinking maybe, sort of as to use the alcohol as an excuse if one of them gets angry with the subject. “lol it’s a joke, i’m drunk, i’d never wanna have sex with you and another person and also a relationship with them baby”. i never did understand why people can’t just accept the fact that we are inherently predisposed to lust and want other people when we are in a relationship. it’s just human nature. and human nature is distinctly shitty and selfish and it wants what it can’t have. the forbidden fruit, hello?
if you ask me, the mature thing would be to just accept this fact and keep lusting and looking at other people, as long as it doesn’t hurt anybody. i’d probably be able to be in a polyamorous relationship myself if i weren’t so selfish and possessive. these people in the documentaries i have watched spend a great deal of time and emotions precisely on the issue of jealousy and of being possessive. and they can work through it, and omg, only by communicating and by being honest. i think that is the only thing i found odd about the whole concept of polyamory, just because i could never work these issues out in my own life, even if i truly think i communicate well with my partner, and honesty is one of the things i value most in my life.
as for the cheapskates, they are just funny fuckers mostly. i’d never fuck one though. i need my beer after sex, and beer ain’t for free.